Once upon a time…

I was a little girl… and my mom didn’t like me from birth… she said “mommy blues” I get it… but as ever year went on she hated me more and more… and to help with her resentment she would shower me with gifts… but her words forever hurt me. Even princess’s have someone evil in their life. But maybe I am the evil one…


I had an okay day… my life hasn’t been the best, but hasn’t been the worst. I’m sad.

All I said today to my mom was “I’m not hungry yet” and I got yelled at and condemned to hell by both my parents, and apparently I’m lying… How does one lie about not being happy and mentally abused? I’m good at dealing with bs but this is a whole other level… they are both saying that i said things i didn’t say and not letting me eat today.

I’m a horrible human being…

Today my mother looked me straight in the eyes and told me that I was a horrible human being trying to make her die. Literally. She said that. She said I was trying to give her Covid because I wanted her demise. She said this after she asked me why I’ve been losing a lot […]

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Dear my first real crush…

I’ve had lots of crushes before you, but you were my first real one. I remember the first time I saw you, you were eating fried clam strips, do you remember? Probably not! You handed me a tray so I could get food in the cafeteria… you were cute… obviously! After me becoming good friends […]

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Losing me is better than losing you…

Hi world! And what a strange world we are in now… I’ve been writing a long blog that I haven’t finished yet to update you on my life but this just dropped tonight at midnight (EST) so after watching this on repeat for forever… here it is! My beloved Wonho is back… and with a […]

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Can we talk about this Mukbang sensation?

Before we start, watch Jin’s “Epiphany” and I won’t judge you on crying and dying on how amazing and jaw dropping it is…. i wanna cry each time… DED* I will be the first to admit, last year I finally gave into the craze of watching mukbangs.  Being a recovery “eating disordered” and also food […]

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Sorry guys…

I have failed at blogging anymore. Expect a blog and/or vlog this weekend :D Planning, planning, planning.. planning an unplanned one.  Whenever I feel inspired, I guess.  I’ve just been busy with life… love ya’ll <3 If you are curious about my life, add my snapchat [misstiffie] or follow me on instagram, I post a […]

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Want You Back.. and take me to Havana.

Just got back from Japan and I’ve been catching up on work and still eating my way around Taiwan <3 DUH.  I do miss Americuh tho… tho Trump makes is less missable [not trying to get political here] SO… My obsession with 5 Seconds of Summer has been full-filled… after 1.5 years of being absent […]

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Miss You

“Miss You” Louis Tomlinson Is it my imagination? Is it something that I’m taking? All the smiles that I’m faking “Everything is great Everything is fucking great” Going out every weekend Staring at the stars on the ceiling Hollywood friends, got to see them Such a good time I believe it this time Tuesday night […]

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Update on the Health…. I need help!!!!

People who have been following me on all my other social medias have known that my health has recently gotten a little dip.  I sort of think it was stemming from living in my apt in Taiwan the last trip, because my first symptoms of edema [swollen feet and ankles and sometimes legs] started after […]

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