Before we start, watch Jin’s “Epiphany” and I won’t judge you on crying and dying on how amazing and jaw dropping it is…. i wanna cry each time…
DED*
I will be the first to admit, last year I finally gave into the craze of watching mukbangs. Being a recovery “eating disordered” and also food obsessive person, this made sense. And honestly, I am SO DEEP! And not only in just the food, I find myself just listening to them talk and me NOT drooling over the food they are eating. Early on I was obsessed with ASMR and would play them to help me sleep and I honestly find myself not as drawn towards it.
I still LOVE Food ASMR, the chewing and crunching is SO SO satisfying, as long as it’s not in person, to me… but to be honest I just love seeing people eat and be able.
AS YOU KNOW, my latest craze is BTS, uh DUH, who isn’t in love with them?!… but just going on youtube and watching them eat [type: eat bts, or even better, my BIAS, eat jin! and eat jungkook… or eat taehyung/v… lol] ANYWAYS…
I just love seeing people eat. I’m not sure if it’s helping my eating disorder or not, but it’s DAMN SATISFYING!
HOW AM I SO ATTRACTED TO MALES EATING?!
It’s a thing.
It’s a my kinda thing, I love guys who eat well… [btw, I do get annoyed at ppl who eat ICK, sorry past bf who annoyed me, but it’s also a thing] BUT I LOVE A GUY WHO CAN EAT WELL and look super cute doing so.
I can eat a lot. Wanna date me? Eat more than me… and also eat what I cook HAHAHA cuz I love to cook!
I duno where this blog is going, I haven’t blogged in awhile. People have been asking me so many things… why aren’t you dating? What have you been doing? What happened to food blogs? Why are you not really on social media? etc etc… I duno, I just felt like it I guess. My last real relationship was over 2 years ago TBH, the last time I went on a date was like…. a year ago? Maybe more?
OK back tho this whole eating shizz. Someone do a mukbang with me? I look ugly eating so I need someone with me to do one.
I good.
I’ll just save me for BTS. [haha I kid.]
Just haven’t had the moment.
Currently busy with life, work and living situation [in the process of moving] and plus I travel a lot, SO……
OKAY so before I finally go to bed, since it’s 5am, EAST COAST TIME… [yes I’m currently in Boston still, figuring out my new living sitch] let’s just bang bang to this song… still unsure about L.A. and France times at the moment, but currently adding Saipan to the list of go-to’s for this year….
I’m also fat lately. I need to diet. FML.
