Yet to come…

That’s what I keep telling myself [haha quoting from the new BTS song of course]… things can only get better right? I’ve had a horrible year, but it will only get better…. But why am I pausing? And why do I sigh… while I hesitate to think of the next thing to write? Whatever happens, […]

The other night I had a dream…

It’s funny, because apparently I met my soulmate… and he was perfectly okay with every single imperfection that I had… and wanted to help whichever way he could. And when I told him I needed time… he was okay with it and said it didn’t matter because he would love me either way. Just wanted […]

The most exhausting day of my life…

Out of all the things I’ve experienced, for some reason today was the one that completely took the life out of me. I’ve dealt with a million horrible things, and yet this was what… not make me lose my will to live, but just made me… just be. I feel like a shell, lifeless… blinking […]

What’s the best way to help with sleep and constant nightmares?

Lately, I have only been able to sleep for 30 min to an hour at a time… and most of them are from loooooooong nightmares. Not even scary ghost ones, but truly realistic real life situation types. I wake up confused, not knowing what I dreamt was real or not and where I am. The […]

So it’s been awhile…

If you guys follow me on instagram, you know about my past year, difficulties with health and also how, after 2.5 years, went on a trip to Taiwan… on April 1st [haha]… Lots of things happened and a lot did… if you don’t know, I left America, where the pandemic is dying down, to go […]

Losing me is better than losing you…

Hi world! And what a strange world we are in now… I’ve been writing a long blog that I haven’t finished yet to update you on my life but this just dropped tonight at midnight (EST) so after watching this on repeat for forever… here it is! My beloved Wonho is back… and with a […]

Can we talk about this Mukbang sensation?

Before we start, watch Jin’s “Epiphany” and I won’t judge you on crying and dying on how amazing and jaw dropping it is…. i wanna cry each time… DED* I will be the first to admit, last year I finally gave into the craze of watching mukbangs.  Being a recovery “eating disordered” and also food […]

Sorry guys…

I have failed at blogging anymore. Expect a blog and/or vlog this weekend :D Planning, planning, planning.. planning an unplanned one.  Whenever I feel inspired, I guess.  I’ve just been busy with life… love ya’ll <3 If you are curious about my life, add my snapchat [misstiffie] or follow me on instagram, I post a […]

Want You Back.. and take me to Havana.

Just got back from Japan and I’ve been catching up on work and still eating my way around Taiwan <3 DUH.  I do miss Americuh tho… tho Trump makes is less missable [not trying to get political here] SO… My obsession with 5 Seconds of Summer has been full-filled… after 1.5 years of being absent […]

Miss You

“Miss You” Louis Tomlinson Is it my imagination? Is it something that I’m taking? All the smiles that I’m faking “Everything is great Everything is fucking great” Going out every weekend Staring at the stars on the ceiling Hollywood friends, got to see them Such a good time I believe it this time Tuesday night […]