“I’m here for the AC…”

The other day I went to the hospital for another appointment… does it matter for what? Not really.

I had gotten into a huge argument with my mother beforehand, I just wanted to go and get it over with. As I waited for the elevator, a sweet old gentlemen offered for me to get on first… and even clicked on what floor I needed to get off for me.

He then proceeded to talk about how glad he was it wasn’t so hot anymore [we recently had record breaking high heat lately…]. I returned his kind face with a smile and said “Today has been such gorgeous weather!!!!” He smiled back and nodded.

He then said, with a slight sigh, “I’m only here for the air conditioning!”

I smiled, and was going to say, “you should’ve gone to the movies instead…” but I eyed the floor he was going on and it was for outpatient some sort of therapy. So I just giggled with him, saying I was too and we parted ways.

“Have a great day!”

“Yes, you too!”

I realize meeting so many patients in hospitals, most of us stay so positive, happy, optimistic… it’s very uplifting when we talk and meet each other. We always wish each other the best and say the most unobvious uplifting things.

Bless his soul for making me smile within my heart that day… the smallest small talk made a big impact during my sad moment in life. Thank you!

Just Believe…

It is so nice to be acknowledged of my growing skills.  Ever since learning I had a gift, my life has improved so much.  My close friends and family also see it within me, as has my teacher.  I’m praying more, meditating more, work has gone better than ever for me.  My health is doing better, my belief and my positivity has grown.

Before I had a kind heart, but a hurt one, a broken one and it took growing my gift to truly heal it.  Before I could smile on the outside but would be crying on the inside… but not I smile from within, and I can feel the warmth and the glow.

Today I did a reading for my dad, he was a bit reluctant at first but then he caved in.  He asked me questions only he had answers to and I answered them all correctly.  He now believes.  I also asked to heal a body part of his and prayed for Archangel Raphael, one who heals the body and health, to come to his side and to help him.  After the reading I was stunned that not only was, the usual Gabriel and Michael by my side but so was Raphael.  He had come to me when I called for him.

The more you believe.  The more you learn.  The more I open up my heart and my mind to the angels and the spirits I let them speak to me, talk to me, through me and the more I can help myself and others.

This card, also related to Arielle’s.  I am so glad that the angels are telling me that I have a gift.  I have only tried communication with the departed for a little while, but I also feel like “departed” loves ones also mean those who are not waling on earth, meaning all spiritual things around me.

There have been a few challenges that have come up but I have been strong and have been trying to beat through them.  It’s tiresome, hurtful and sometimes I just want to give up, but I know that I shouldn’t and deep down I don’t.  I was told, only I can help and make this work… to help heal a wounded soul is difficult.  But it’s a challenge I am willing to take on.

Oh ho ho. New people in my life, eh?  Today I did a tarot reading, a new way, with my teacher and my card came out as Lovers.  Will this be the year that I find “The One” and not the oh constantly “Wrong One”? Haha.  We shall see, but this card makes me smile.

But like I always say, it’ll come to you.  Yo don’t need to seek it out.  But I am always open to new, good, people in my life.

XOXO

Observe yourself and those around yourself… See the light, and all will be harmonious! 

Sometimes, one can become too self involved and forget to help those around them in need. It’s not their fault, they just become absorbed in their own world, sometimes their own fantasy that they forget that the world does not evolve around them.  They forget what is happening around them when they just need to open up their eyes to see that so much is going on.

Observe. You may be missing out on a lot of stuff.  A friend has asked me to read her multiple times why she hasn’t found a boyfriend yet and when will she.  And each time, the results were the same… she is too involved with her work, her own life, she doesn’t realize what’s around her and probably has missed out on many opportunities.  This is just an example.  It can be finding a date, a significant other, a job, anything.

Take a breather and look around you… you only life, this life, once.  Don’t miss out.

Archangel Ariel came to me again and gave me the advice of Prosperity. So Archangel Raguel has come to me today, as well to tell me that “We angels are opening the hearts of everyone involved.  Arguments and conflicts are being resolved now.”…..  Hopefully all is at peace now.  All the sorts of relationships with exes, my mother, friends, they should be all good by now.  I pray that they are.

Don’t forget to see the light, inside you.  It’s the positivity, the optimism inside yourself that people tend to forget.  Leave the darkness behind you.  It’s not healthy to stay in the dark.  I went through periods like that, and while I still tend to do so, I remember to come back out into the light.  Bring out my inner light, my inner me.  “See the light within yourself and everyone else.”

I always try to see the good in everyone – which often tends to get me into trouble.  But I can’t help it.  Everyone has some good in them and I want to help fix whatever is broken in them.  And the first thing they have to do, is to look deep within themselves and see that glow, even just a mere candlelight, and not to ever let it go out.  Nurturing that light and having it grow bigger within yourself is what will inevitably bring you into enlightenment, and become who you were truly meant to be.

Happy Friday everyone and stay safe, especially playing Pokémon Go! Hmmm…. and playing it drunk haha :]

Protected: Gabriel is by my side and YOU I want out of my life.

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Friday, July 1, 2016: Life Review

Archangel Jeremiel: “Take inventory of your life, and resolve to change or heal anything that is unbalanced.”

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Today I had class with my spiritual teacher and learned and healed a lot.  Lately the thing that keeps me going and keeps my spirits up is seeing my teacher, my mentor.  I am learning quite fast and she has told me that I have a gift.  While I came to see her, just once, for a cleanse of negativity, she saw more in me.  Today a lot of things came more clear to me, that I need closure.  A change, I need to heal myself because I have been self-punishing myself and letting negativity get to me too much.  This card was straight on.

Tonight I spent a lot of time with family and loved ones.  Laughed and talked a lot and was really happy.  Ate simple but delicious food and just had a wonderful time.  I accepted myself for who I am, and also accepted my flaws and am willing to change them.  I also learned a lot in class today, which has me super excited.  My newest gift/sense is growing larger and larger… my spirituality has grown exponentially and I have changed so much.  Grown a lot and have become closer to God and to loving myself, finally.

I love me. I love my friends and family.  Thanks all to me loving God.