The most exhausting day of my life…

Out of all the things I’ve experienced, for some reason today was the one that completely took the life out of me. I’ve dealt with a million horrible things, and yet this was what… not make me lose my will to live, but just made me… just be. I feel like a shell, lifeless… blinking just to know I’m still alive.

My little demon cat is keeping me sane. She can feel the energy though… and hugs me tightly, giving me kisses, staring into my eyes … and making sure I’m OK.

Like her big sister, Didi… she is keeping me alive…