It has been quite a change lately. Since I have moved back to America, I totally changed… it really hit me, especially with all the drama that came with it afterward.
Change. Change. Change. It’s such a great thing, change. I used to joke about how “I don’t like change” but in fact, I love it. It was a joke to me because I love tradition, but not BAD “tradition”. Negativity is a no-no, especially now that I’ve found my own voice.
And now, after spending a month and a half in Taiwan re-finding my spirituality, healing my soul, my past, and learning my new gift… I came back to Boston with so many new things. Not only do I design, and do readings for people, I am now Co-CEO of Blue Lotus with one of my longest besties!
Practice makes Perfect, isn’t that what people always say? So I’m just working hard at my new ventures. Not only just job wise but even spirituality. Do what you do and do it well… get it done. Just go for what you want, go for it, go for it, go for it, and you will get to it!
It’s crazy, I got this card again in the past few days… but it’s true. It’s telling me that my progress is good, but I still have to keep going step by step. I can’t rush it at all.
Honestly it was really crazy that these cards kept talking to me today. And they are all related. I just know, I need to know what I want and go for it, head on. Slow and steady, we will always reach our goals!…. YES GOALS! Don’t ever just have one goal in life, have many…. constantly…. and always go for them…. and even when you reach one, add another goal. Or else, what is the point in life?
I dated a guy before, and he told me that he was content where he was. No goals, told me I’d always be the breadwinner. REALLY? Ultimately, I broke up with him on our anniversary. Always have goals, always reach to be better, always DO BETTER! You are great, but there is always a better you, even the Dalai Lama can improve. And I’m sure, if questioned, he would say it too.
I hate drama and it does hurt my confidence. I am blessed to be constantly surrounded by people who live by amazing honest lives. Maturity. Honesty. Selflessness. They remind me that people can be good and gracious… loving, caring, even despite all of the disasters in my life. I forgive. I strive to be one just like them…
I need to be me. I am me. Love me for me. Accept who I am. Because I do.
This is a secret joke between my “teacher/mentor” and I. She had a student who always spent too much money when they got this card. We had a chuckle. Thanks, Archangel Metatron for reminded me of my love for children [and possibly spending too much money? FYI, I didn’t spend a cent today LOL] I say this has a lot to do with me and my furbaby Didi today. We had a lot of time together today. I love her, just like I would love all my babies. Just like I adore all children.
OK it’s not midnight yet, hopefully I don’t buy anything online, HAHAHAHAHA.
ps. I’m so hungry :[