Today Archangel Zadkiel has told me to “Notice the loving guidance you hear inside you mind, or from other people.”
I’m sorry to people I’ve hurt and bless everyone, those who hate me and love me. I blame myself for all the stress I have caused on anyone and myself. I am who I am today because of all of you. Lessons have been learned. Tears and smiles. Butterflies in the stomach and heartbreaks. First kisses and forever goodbyes. Bless everyone.
This trip and these “accidental” classes have not only brought me peace at heart, but I’ve released all the hurt and sadness and despair from my past. All the anger and hate. I’ve also learned a new gift. One to heal, one to answer questions and to help and teach others. My teacher, aka master, has also told me that I am already, just a month in, ready to go out on my own and help others. I can speak to the spirits and the angels and I have seen them, God, my past and have seen the future. I am no longer who I was a month and a half ago. [I say “accidental” because I was only supposed to see my teacher once, but she said she saw my gift and offered me to be an apprentice, a student, now she is ready to teach me how to teach others.]
Btw, I got a new trim, and color to my hair today, yay.. thinking of going lighter ombré… what do you guys think?
Today I asked my angel cards for help and wisdom to guide me today and of course, Michael and Gabriel came up, per usual. They are the best “guardian angels” ever. [BTW. have you guys seen the show Angel from Hell with Sarah Lynch? Most hilarious new show ever! I love her humor! She was amazing on Glee. I hate that they’re canceling it due to a religious thing, relax guys. It’s a show.]
That goes on to my next thing. People need to relax, let loose. Not get tangled up in a web that just causes more chaos and negativity. You must think positive. It’s like my card told me today. Listen to myself, my heart, and to those I love and who surround me and send tons of positivity my way.
I am a very lucky girl. I have a ton of very loving family and friends, and even fans… you guys, yes all of you reading, or not, you guys have supported me, loved me, believed in me for so long – and I plan to always live up to it. I am so appreciative, actually for everyone who has passed in my life, either who have stayed or left, because I am who I am now because of this. Fate. Karma.
Stay positive. Bless everyone around you whether they treat you well or not. And remember to always listen to your heart. Oh and eat your heart out.
Dinner tonight at Din Tai Fun was uhhh 5+ steamers of xiao long baos [including sweet ones], tons of veggies, pork chops, chicken soup, bamboo, wine chicken, spicy cucumbers, etc etc etc…. there was a ton of food, and I still have a ton next to me that I ordered for a late night snack ;] Enjoy life. You only live.. once, well, once that you remember [unless under hypnosis] – And yes, I saw a few past lives under hypnosis.
Good night ya’ll ;] LOVE YOU! I’ll be in the States for a bit soon….. and I’ll also be back in Taiwan for awhile again, soon.